The Musings of an Optimist

Hope everyone else’s finals are going better than mine.

SO! I cannot believe the complete transformation I have had since I last posted. I look back at the few REAL posts… LORD I was so SAD! I am incredibly thankful for my family, friends, and organization that have became an integral part of my life.

In such a short span I:

joined Alpha Phi Omega

became Chapter President

had my chapter re-chartered

and hosted our sectionals!

We just had CAPS Sunday and as I am (finally) putting things away I am having such mixed emotions. I am sad that I am moving out of my position, but I am so EXCITED that my LS is filling the shoes. :)

Side note, on track to finish my masters in December. Let’s pray that these grades for spring semester are kind. 

~ Nele

There are days that my mind wonders and I think of that afternoon. Did the crash happen on accident or was it on purpose? Did I purposefully create that pain to help dull my other one? I realize now what month that that fatal event occurred.  It feels like it was all a dream… but I feel the void in my soul. I still cry every once in awhile. This burden is just so strong, but I know the day will come when I finally tell them. But as of right now… I don’t know anymore.